~!~I'm GoiNg CrAzY~!~
Dear Diary,
Things arent any better..
I still feel all this pain
I walk in the halls and wait to see his face
I cry to know that never again, will i feel his hugs or see his smile
No longer will I be able to talk to him
Have him comfort me in times of sorrow
Or hear his laugh and see his smile
I'm going crazy thinking about all this
I'm giong crazy not being able to see you
I want so much to be able to see your face
I want so much to be able to hold your hand again
Fall alseep to your voice, just like we used to
On the way to games or on the way home
The way you comforted was more than I could ask..
I dont know what to do without you here....
♥ Robbie, babe I miss you so much! Everyone is telling me to keep being strong, but it seems with every passing day, it seems to get worse. I look at your pictures and just wish i could see your face. Then knowing that I wont be able to tears me up inside. You honestly and truly were an older bro to me. You were there for me through so much and I love you with all my heart. Not a day will go by that I will not think of you!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! RIP ROBBIE BOY! *03.04.05* ♥ BIG BRO FOR LIFE!!!
~!~I miss him so much, but I know I will never be able to have him in my life again~!~
I wish I could just tell you how much I care..
I wish I could jsut tell you how much I wish I could always be there..
I miss the way you used to call,
I miss the way you used to tell me how much you cared
I miss being able to hold your hand, to feel your kiss
I miss everything about you
So, why cant I just tell you these things..
Why cant I just tell you how much I really do care for you
When I see you hurt, it makes me cry..
All I ever wanted was to be by your side..
I miss him more than anyhting, I just wish I could just tell him this..but it seems all I ever can say, is hey. Through all this, its made me realize how much we do take life for granted and how much I dont say what I mean when i want, but for some reason, i still cant tell him how much I care for him...
SaM