Dec 20, 2009 22:44
Sometimes I feel lost. As we all do from time to time I suppose.
Sometimes I wonder who else feels lost at this very moment. Maybe they're thinking the same thing I am. Why are things the way they are? What can I do to bring back the people I 've lost? Have I changed? Can I accept change?
Every possible question about life itself seems to rush through my head to the point of absolute frustration where I finally expolde into a milion people and find myself at the bottom of this helpess pit called life.
Sometimes I wonder why people change. It's simple to say one must change to grow, but is it?
Obviously interests change, but personality? Can someones personality suddenly switch?
Sometimes I feel lost when I find myself missing the one person who I thought I could always count on. But maybe it was my fault for putting too much of my life upon her. Maybe I pushed her away.
Either way it aches to not talk to her anymore. Every effort I make seems to be pushed aside.
I wish I could say it didn't hurt.