and i dont want the world to see me

[xkeyx]

so it happened again tonight.

jeff was there for me again<3.

i think this vacation will be great.
tomorrow is my last day of summer school.
right after im leaving for michigan, and
i wont bbak till thursday night.
=\
last night i took xanax [sp?].. took another
one this afternoon when josh yelled at me.
then tonight i took an adavan [sp?].. i
wonder if thats healthy. uh oh. who cares.

i thought about getting into a car accident
tonight.. like.. i wanted to or something.
it was a really sickening thought but while
i was laying in the lawn it raced through my
mind.

well ill talk to you all on friday.