im feeling emo tonite.
SOOO once again, its like 3:30 in the morning, and of course, im awake..and not going to bed for another hour or so. sooo before i attempt to go on myspace, ive decided to just start writing in here. today was thursday, friend day!.. and i was fucking working. 11-5. not bad, just annoying. then, big shocker here.. i hung out with spencer for a little bit! i went over his house to visit his mommy, which i love oh so much. and then we went to the flea market to buy his gf a really cute necklace for their 6 monther. cute stuff..
and then we went to CEDAR! the hottest place ever to be on thursday nites, fa real. THE FUCKING BAND NAME WAS HIATUS. and surprisingly, it was a MAJOR upgrade from last week.. this band was actually, really good. so naturally, we all bought matching t-shirts. and i love them. were going to be groupies because teena loved the crazy guitarist, sooo haylooo august 25th when we come back ;] then there was some like comedy act? passed on that. then we went to killah bates'. every1 got drunk, or at least buzzed besides me and mia. im addicted to DDR, and i love itttt. i was being anti-social. partically because i didnt even have not one sip of alcohol. i dont even kno why actually... and then i got all emo because danny fay called me accusing me of doing something? or calling him? i dont even kno..AND THEN i got really really emo, because i havent gotten to talk to my favorite boy chrissy all day, or last nite.. soo that just always always upsets me. so then i left there at like 3 to come home, because being really sober around my retarted best friends, just isnt crazy enough lol.
and so i came online real quick just to say goodnite to chris, via IM.. and he was there =) probably made my night, but then it was killed and crushed when i come to hear that hes in a horrible mood, having to do with his ex. and i just feel bad because theres nothing in my power that i could do or say to make him happy or smile. because ex-girl/boy friend problems, can only be fixed by one person. and thatd be him. i told him id stay awake for a bit to keep him company and make sure hes ok.. but who knows how long ill last. god that makes me so sad to hear him sad =( . . .
tomorrow im working 5-12.
kill me now.
niters.
and then we went to CEDAR! the hottest place ever to be on thursday nites, fa real. THE FUCKING BAND NAME WAS HIATUS. and surprisingly, it was a MAJOR upgrade from last week.. this band was actually, really good. so naturally, we all bought matching t-shirts. and i love them. were going to be groupies because teena loved the crazy guitarist, sooo haylooo august 25th when we come back ;] then there was some like comedy act? passed on that. then we went to killah bates'. every1 got drunk, or at least buzzed besides me and mia. im addicted to DDR, and i love itttt. i was being anti-social. partically because i didnt even have not one sip of alcohol. i dont even kno why actually... and then i got all emo because danny fay called me accusing me of doing something? or calling him? i dont even kno..AND THEN i got really really emo, because i havent gotten to talk to my favorite boy chrissy all day, or last nite.. soo that just always always upsets me. so then i left there at like 3 to come home, because being really sober around my retarted best friends, just isnt crazy enough lol.
and so i came online real quick just to say goodnite to chris, via IM.. and he was there =) probably made my night, but then it was killed and crushed when i come to hear that hes in a horrible mood, having to do with his ex. and i just feel bad because theres nothing in my power that i could do or say to make him happy or smile. because ex-girl/boy friend problems, can only be fixed by one person. and thatd be him. i told him id stay awake for a bit to keep him company and make sure hes ok.. but who knows how long ill last. god that makes me so sad to hear him sad =( . . .
tomorrow im working 5-12.
kill me now.
niters.