Sep 04, 2006 22:42
This my last night in Plymouth.
I'm anxious, but excited at the same.
I'm mostly anxious because I'm not ready to leave home.
My family is falling apart.
My dad is very sick. The dreaded "C" word. I don't feel like writing about it in here, and now that I think of it I haven't really told many people. Meh.
There are a lot of people I blew off this summer, and for that I'm sorry. I didn't do it on purpose.
I worked. A lot. Especially overnights which truly messed with my body, and more importantly my mind. Not to mention they make it hard to see anyone who has a normal work schedule.
I'd like to post some of the mixes I've made over the summer as I think they better show/tell how I have felt the past few months.
Where did the time go?
How did I seem to distance myself from so many people?
Why do I feel so distant from my brother right now, when I need him now the most?
Eh fuckers.