I'm not a concept.
I have this problem of not being able to let go of past boyfriends.
Looking at pictures of us just makes it that much harder.
And I'm not talking about one particular person.
Does that make me pathetic?
Maybe I'm just too nostalgic right now.
Is there a cure?
Even if it's temporary, send one my way.
Other aspects of my life are on repeat and I don't know how to get out of this 'groundhog day' like situation.
Guys say I'm confusing, yet they also say they can read me like a book.
They say I'm frustrating and complicated, but that they are attracted to that.
How is that possible?
I don't understand.
They usually have very little, if anything in common with me and again like that I'm not like other girls they know.
Again I'm not 100% about being with them, which usually means no.
My mom seems to think that I keep dating the same kinds of guys, and that I will continue to do so until I learn some sort of lesson.
I never seem to meet the kind of guys I'm attracted to.
Well maybe I have in one instance, but every time I try to forget about him he seems to text with plans that fall through, or one of his songs pops up on my ipod. I don't think he's all that interested even though when we're together he seems like he is.
Oh well.
Here's to the amazing weather coming up and the feeling of soaking up the sun.
Looking at pictures of us just makes it that much harder.
And I'm not talking about one particular person.
Does that make me pathetic?
Maybe I'm just too nostalgic right now.
Is there a cure?
Even if it's temporary, send one my way.
Other aspects of my life are on repeat and I don't know how to get out of this 'groundhog day' like situation.
Guys say I'm confusing, yet they also say they can read me like a book.
They say I'm frustrating and complicated, but that they are attracted to that.
How is that possible?
I don't understand.
They usually have very little, if anything in common with me and again like that I'm not like other girls they know.
Again I'm not 100% about being with them, which usually means no.
My mom seems to think that I keep dating the same kinds of guys, and that I will continue to do so until I learn some sort of lesson.
I never seem to meet the kind of guys I'm attracted to.
Well maybe I have in one instance, but every time I try to forget about him he seems to text with plans that fall through, or one of his songs pops up on my ipod. I don't think he's all that interested even though when we're together he seems like he is.
Oh well.
Here's to the amazing weather coming up and the feeling of soaking up the sun.