Nov 04, 2004 18:13
ugh. skool was horrible. i didn't take my medicine.. and i just felt like some depressed suicidal kid. i know i'm not that stupid. but thats how i felt most of the morning. Someone told me something today. that kind of bothers me. Imagine hearing a guy you actually sorta like called you a dirty over the summer. But whatever. i'm just gonna pretend i never heard such a thing. because its not worth bringing up.
Went to ambers after skool. got a sack. went to pauls and blazed a blunt. after smoking i got all hyped up, like i wanted to do shit, wierd. anyways i had to force amber to get off her ass and walk with me back to her house. Then we watched Farenheight 9/11. It was good.. but about some really fucked up shit. I never did like the government. because i think its all a bunch of bullshit. that says enough.
I wanna hang out with Jenna tonight but i don't think i will.I'm sure i'll be able to hang out with her Sunday night though. I'm never gonna forget to take my medication again. It always makes me feel better.like normal.
Weed makes me feel stupid