Today, I fall asleep sitting on the floor in the girls bathroom. with my head resting on the heater........and my mouth open.haha God everybody must have seen that shit walking by. i was fuckin tired as shit!
I'm off today mutha fucka's!!!!! yay. I want to go tanning. I'm getting too white. I hate when i get all pale lookin and shit. If i keep getting paler, by February i'll look anemic. I don't know what i'm going to do today. But i want to do something.
I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
With no place to go, to dry her eyes
No one to realize, she's broken inside
Sometimes......
i want you.
i can't stand you.
i want to use you
i want to just talk to you
i want to stitch your lips together
i want to cuddle with you
i want you to go away.
i adore you
i ignore you