Jan 20, 2005 16:21
Today was really cool.. wow I haven't updated this in a while.. well sami is going to Amanda's tomorrow and I really don't like her going over there cuz they always do bad things that she would never ever do if she was hanging out w/anyone else which is totally bs to me! Sami went out with one of the coolest kids yet Stephan Morrison he's a sophomore and then broke up with him about a week later. I really liked him too. Well I made a new friend so I guess that is a plus! I'm really fed up with this Chaz thing! It gets really annoying after a while. But oh well that's Sami's choice and I still love her so yea! Heather has really been pissing me off lately. I know she has problems and stuff but she has no right to run her mouth on Sami! Especially talking to me knowing that Sami is my best friend! She was talking about how could Sami do that and shes always messing up stuff and what the hell? well you know what! Screw Heather cuz I really don't wanna hang out w/someone that two-faced. like today on the bus i was ignoring her and talking to Matt-Matt-Matt and larry and yet she still tryed to talk to me and she told me I was annoying yesterday I mean come on do you tell your friend that shes annoying? and i was messing around geeze!!. I mean she wants me to tell Luis something that I really don't want to tell him and she knows that I didn't want any thing to do with it considering I think it is the nastiest thing ever and how desperate she is to ask a guy this! Plus she did the same thing to Juan (that sami did to stephan) only worse.. well anyways
I've been hanging out w/Bryon a lot lately... he cut his hair.. it looks fine but then he said he was gonna bleach it (guess who's not very happy bout that one?)lol I <3 Bryon he comes and talks to me at lunch like every day!
We went to Celebration and we were hanging out w/Erick and I'm Erick's "wife" so he was like HEY YALL THIS IS MY WIFE and like hugged me a couple of times.. and these lil middle schoolers that he hangs out with were giving me dirty looks like i was gonna take Erick away from them or something! and then during prayer Erick put his arm around me and they were all looking at me and i just gave them a big ole great Jessie smile! lol I mean come on! What's to be jealous of me about I know I'm like one of the coolest people ever! but I DON'T LIKE ERICK like that!
I haven't really been the best Jesus freak lately.. and that's really bumming me out.. I need to start being that person that I was cuz I just loved myself a lot more when I was so into the church and God ya know? well pray for me..
1) new house.. 2 streets over..YAY! and its really nice and we think we're gonna get it! but I really want it considering I won't have to leave E-wOoD and all you awesome people!
2) the issue stated up there!^^
3) and anything else you wanna fix about me! lol
<3 ya guys MUCHO MUCHO! *JeSsIe*JZ*JeSsZ*JeSsIcA*w/e you know me as!lol