Mar 18, 2006 09:46
Being married sure isn't easy. I know Im not always innocent but I usually feel like Im the one being screwed over in this situation. I feel like my heart is bleeding and Im just acting tough and like I dont care to cover it up. It feels like we dont even try to make things right. Fight like hell and then pretend the next morning things are normal. Its wearing on me. Im tired of paying constant attention to where my feet are in bed, making damn sure they stay on my side.
Why do things change so much when your married?
I feel so unappreciated. I take 100% care of Riley. 24 hours a day 7 days a week. Its always been that way. I can probably count on both hands the number of diapers Chris has changed. And I love it. Nothing makes me happier than taking care of her.
All I want is to be appreciated. And respected.
And she is awake from her nap.
I guess thats it for this venting rampage.