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so yesterday was a whole bunch of suck rolled all into one.... started to get ready for the show come down start bullshitting with my mom . her voice sounds funny so me being the callous asshole that i am i poke fun at her a bit... my dad comes up hears my mom goes into to see what the problem is. her eyes are all puffy her whole face is puffy .. she says she is fine but then her voice gets worse and now i'm scared and you could tell looking at my dad that he was scared so he asks her again if she is alright.she looks at him and says... no maybe i should get to the hospital. turns out her throat was closing up on her.. and then cause ihave the sweetest mom ever she looks at me and tells me to go to the show that daddy would call me from the hospital.. so i go. and almost end up having a panic attack at the show . my eyes welled up and i was having trouble breathing so i told my friend aaron that i was going to go home so i could be home when my mom got back. i broke down on the walk back to my car. got home there's my mom sitting in the chair stitching like nothing had happened.. turns out she had an allergic reaction to a hazelnut.. fucking nut i kill you ... the doctor told her to stay away from all nuts... no no . this morning i wake up to my dad saying... nice biscotti you're eating there hun ... how do those nuts taste... my mom just smiles... i think my mom is more hardcore then me..