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Regret is when you look back and realize that you could have done more.
Regret is when you realize that what you did was wrong.
Regret is when you look back on life and wish that you could go back and relive a single day of your past.
Regret is remembering someone who meant so much to you and remembering how you did them wrong.
Regret is looking back on something that meant so much to you and never realizing what you really had.
Regret is never saying I Love you.
Regret is going on in life, having so many regrets in life, and never having the ability to do anything about it.
Regret is never remembering to live life to the fullest.
I feel as if i have completely lost something in my life. Something that made me realize i am a better person and have everything going for me. Something that has helped me become more like myself, the person i was years before. I can't go a second in the day without thinking about how much pain i have caused and how what i did was so disrespectful. I regret what has happened and i wish i could go back and change what i have done. You can't possibly believe anything i do or say anymore, and i understand where you are coming from.
You know it's so hard for me to open up to anyone and have any ounce of trust in someone. I keep everything in life to myself and i feel as if i always will. Thats what is wrong with me. This is not normal. I shouldn't have to hide things, and i shouldn't have to build up everything inside me to the point you lose trust in me. I know i have to work on this but it may need some time. But until then i do not know where to start again. I am lost in words and actions. I feel as if i shouldn't say a thing and you should be the one to let every ounce of anger out on my some way some how. Please know i never meant for this to turn out this way and i do not want this to end. I just do not know where to begin, i apologize for hurting you like i have, and i know the past is catching up on us now. Please give me a chance.
I'm truely sorry