... the other times were nothing to this
.... this time its real ... i truely am depressed ... and i know it ... i feel Empty and hollow ... i can't even cry it out ... its liek soem weight taht i can't move away .... my life has become so complicated in teh last 2 weeks ... with problems at home and my friends lives and my own future to worry about ...
I'm not fit to deal with life and its problems right now ... i'm truely falling this time and i know it ... i need help ... serious help ... i need laughter and friends and ... medicin... i don't even want sugar because tahts just anyther temporary mask that i use to hide behind ... its liek these last 2 weeks have opened up teh deepest darkest part of me and set it to over "Dump" my mind wanders to every unpleasent thing i can think of all at once ....
I'm hollow .... i need help...
I'm not fit to deal with life and its problems right now ... i'm truely falling this time and i know it ... i need help ... serious help ... i need laughter and friends and ... medicin... i don't even want sugar because tahts just anyther temporary mask that i use to hide behind ... its liek these last 2 weeks have opened up teh deepest darkest part of me and set it to over "Dump" my mind wanders to every unpleasent thing i can think of all at once ....
I'm hollow .... i need help...