just to see if it would show that i'm trying to let you know, that i'm better off on my own...
Things have been mediocre lately... screw wednesday, thursday, and friday... i don't remember or care about them.
Yesterday was probably the highlight of things lately. All i have to say is thank you Erin Diehl, Jasper Graham, David Muth, Mr. Ted, Jeff and Chris Gardener, and Amanda Bradley for one of the best days i've had in a while. It let me get things off my mind, and have fun and be myself for a day. Anyway...
yesterday i went to Hershey Park with some band kids. We left at like 8:15 and didn't get home until 11. It was a lot of fun... we rode coasters all freaking day... we rode... the comet, the superdooperlooper, the great bear, the trailblazer, the wildcat twice, lightning racer, storm runner, bumper cars, and the carousel. It was so much fun. We did all the coasters consectutively with essentially led to a major headache, and back pains. The bus ride home was interesting to say the least with somethings. But it was alright. Ering fell asleep and rolled onto me. That was funny as hell. I love those kids so much. Maybe i'll go into more detail when i'm in a better mood. Right now, i'm just not.
Today i woke up at 9 after going to bed at 1. I wasn't happy at all. I then begged my mom to see Ryan... it worked after a bit. Then we got ready, went to walmart and i got new sheets and a comforter thank God. Then we picked up Ryan and came back here. Then we layed around, i cleaned up my room and then got a shower, and we layed around some more and watched national treasure. Then we ate dinner and thats when things started to go a bit downhill.
Things have been so screwed up lately, i'm starting to hate everything in Maryland, i wanna get the hell out of here so bad. I don't know how much more of this i can take. I'm tired of questioning things that shouldn't be questioned, i'm tired of everything. I don't know why all of a sudden i'm changing my mind, but i am. It's leaving me frustrated, upset, and confused. I hate being me. I don't know if i can take this anymore...
Yesterday was probably the highlight of things lately. All i have to say is thank you Erin Diehl, Jasper Graham, David Muth, Mr. Ted, Jeff and Chris Gardener, and Amanda Bradley for one of the best days i've had in a while. It let me get things off my mind, and have fun and be myself for a day. Anyway...
yesterday i went to Hershey Park with some band kids. We left at like 8:15 and didn't get home until 11. It was a lot of fun... we rode coasters all freaking day... we rode... the comet, the superdooperlooper, the great bear, the trailblazer, the wildcat twice, lightning racer, storm runner, bumper cars, and the carousel. It was so much fun. We did all the coasters consectutively with essentially led to a major headache, and back pains. The bus ride home was interesting to say the least with somethings. But it was alright. Ering fell asleep and rolled onto me. That was funny as hell. I love those kids so much. Maybe i'll go into more detail when i'm in a better mood. Right now, i'm just not.
Today i woke up at 9 after going to bed at 1. I wasn't happy at all. I then begged my mom to see Ryan... it worked after a bit. Then we got ready, went to walmart and i got new sheets and a comforter thank God. Then we picked up Ryan and came back here. Then we layed around, i cleaned up my room and then got a shower, and we layed around some more and watched national treasure. Then we ate dinner and thats when things started to go a bit downhill.
Things have been so screwed up lately, i'm starting to hate everything in Maryland, i wanna get the hell out of here so bad. I don't know how much more of this i can take. I'm tired of questioning things that shouldn't be questioned, i'm tired of everything. I don't know why all of a sudden i'm changing my mind, but i am. It's leaving me frustrated, upset, and confused. I hate being me. I don't know if i can take this anymore...