Jan 06, 2005 00:50
Well. i was half correct. today wasn't too bad.
work.
then i went to james'. we sat around and had a good time, for the most part. got leongs, watched alot of tv. aand then he decided to be a little fucking bitch so i left. and i found out that he was doing my favorite thing, which is telling the half truth.
"oh where are you?"
" im at home."
"your at home? your not at steves?"
"yea im at home".
ACTUALY you were at devons. which is always nice to find out. which im getting pretty fucking sick of finding out like this and this stupid little game thats getting played.
i mean of course hes surely grateful for the dinner i bought us, but when it comes down to getting more and more but i dont wanan spend all my money, all of a sudden im the worst person in the world. and hes rude. so im gonna yell at him tomororw cuz i didn't feel like it today. i figured i woudn't ruin my night!
so i left james' and went home. looked up something for eric, then i went to erics. went back home to get the super nintendo, cuz come to find out, it WOULD hook up to the tv!! so i got us games and stuff and eric and i played super nintendo for about 4 hours straight. it was alot of fucking fun. we laughed the whole time. we made jokes and laughed and had a whole bunch of fun. something i never get to do. and it was fucking nice. im gonna be sad when he moves away. cuz then im just gonna be lonely.
well my boyfriend is a piece of crap. aaaand he makes me not like him.
the end of my night was great! and the middle was okay. but just james being a bitch and me realizing that he lied to me, made it all crappy. thats okay. im not gonna dwell on it. if he wants to lie about going to devons cuz he'll know i'll be pissed off then fine, he can go there all he wants cuz i wont be around to fucking deal with it. cuz i just found it real funny how i was like...oh i'll come get you. and he was like...well..uhh...maybe when steve goes to his dads house. i was like...i cant just come get you now? and i was just like...nevermind. i'll call you later. i didn't actualy think he would be lying about where he was. but oh well. i dont deal with liars. he knows that. he knows that very well. NOT my problem.
Just like nick says " nothing has to be this hard."
true true.
um..tomrrow i have to work 1-9. oh that should be fun. a whole bunch of fucking bordem. i mean i love my job when donna is there, cuz then her and i talk and have fun and get snacks, but when im alone, i just fucking play yahoo all the time and it gets pretty fucking repeditive.
i want some sleep. i didn't get much last night because i had too much on my mind.
soooooo yea. all done.