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some things are coming out about jesse that I don’t like. He’s not that flexible when it comes
to changes on schedules and he doesn’t let it go. yesterday was his friends death anniversary but he said a few things that bothered me. he was trying to use the day to reconnect with things that give his life meaning and he mentioned he had doubts about LIB because i had told him it would be a time for us to connect but the more
i talk about it the more he doesn’t think it will be like that. i also told him next next weekend i will have angeline and i tried to tell him early, he still had to say something like we already don’t have enough weeks now it feels
like another weekend is being taken away. i feel like he just wants me, he cannot accept the me that has the kids. he’s a good partner but i have my kids and if he can’t be open to that then it doesn’t work. if this is the beginning and it’s like this, it won’t change.
to changes on schedules and he doesn’t let it go. yesterday was his friends death anniversary but he said a few things that bothered me. he was trying to use the day to reconnect with things that give his life meaning and he mentioned he had doubts about LIB because i had told him it would be a time for us to connect but the more
i talk about it the more he doesn’t think it will be like that. i also told him next next weekend i will have angeline and i tried to tell him early, he still had to say something like we already don’t have enough weeks now it feels
like another weekend is being taken away. i feel like he just wants me, he cannot accept the me that has the kids. he’s a good partner but i have my kids and if he can’t be open to that then it doesn’t work. if this is the beginning and it’s like this, it won’t change.