I'm not an alcholic, I just drink alot, I'm not a pill popper I just need them to be, I'm not anorexic I just need to be skinny I'm neither shallow nor histrionic I'm just hiding. (poo poo ( Read more... )

Nothing like having fucking bronchitus on yer 18th birfday.
At least the oilers won, and they played "in da club" at iron horse.

Today I found mismatching sweat suit items my moms big muddy running shoes, put everything together, and went for a jog.
weird.

I only want a few things in life:
I want to marry a rich man that I love, have his child, have a tempur pedic mattress and live happily ever after with my books husband music child and bed.

Love is a science, that makes everything okay.

Today was nice. Yestrday will be better. From now on everything is just healing and moving on. Part of me looks forward to it ( Read more... )

I wish only to turn back time. Pills to get high swallow swallow swallow. Regret regret. I wish you could change your mind once the pills have been swallowed. Sober.
Sober please.

I have no motivation ( Read more... )

Today someone asked me if I had ever been told "Sarcasm is the lowest form of wit."
No, I had not ever been told so.
But uh, DUH.

With love,
HB.

She's in the hostpial ( Read more... )