Oct 13, 2004 17:34
yeah .. its been awhile .. shits happened .. lifes going on in ways i wish it wouldnt .. guys are stupid .. people are gay .. what else is new.
guards going okay .. almost broke my wrist last nite w/ my rifle but what else is new .. i fucking suck at it all .. i should just quit .. not like no one cares that i couldnt fucking spin but still did 2 run throughs plus more w/out icing it .. i hope that proves to ya'll that im not a fucking baby and can spin in pain .. but w/e.
cheerleading is going good .. we have our pep rally routine down! hopefully we wont be bood off the floor this year .. but i know we wont becuz im on it this year!! =D lol .. my stunt group is able to do the half w/ a pop now w/out me falling on my ass and pullin allysa's pants down!! ((lol srry bout that but it was so funny yesterday =D) .. cant wait for pep rally friday!! then the team is off to applebees b/c we love each other!! omg we have so much fun together! but anyways .. hopefully we will do just as good at homecoming .. =\ .. well just have to see .. love you girls!!
ive come to the conclusion that im becoming a nun wen i get older so i dont have to deal with the shit i get w/ guys .. my fucking heart cant make up its mind .. it likes one person .. but still loves and wants 2 b with another even though it shouldnt want to .. ggrrnneess!! ::sigh:: wutever
im gonna go ice my wrist again .. not like ne1 cares .. laterz!
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*you might think im happy
but im not gonna be okay*