hey hey hey

[xillangelx]

i havent written in a long time - and ive been uninspired so for the few people who care to read this:
so sail me to the seas shore and i will find you there
with sandy locks and angels breath
and whit stronger than words
and take me out on crooked waters
and tell me once before
you rode these waves like hercules
let me see that past in your eyes
so take me on your tiny ship
to an island ive never seen
and show me something beautiful
and show me something real
and tell me that youve flown before
like icarus to the sun
then let me see that in your eyes
so fly me to st. petersburg
tell me it once was beautiful there
and let me look at you like lovers do
through the guillotine of youth
and let that be the antidote
you save the universe with
let me grab you by your fist and follow you through all of it
so fetch me one more moment
not just to pass the time
but to love and to be loved
like noone has before
and tell me - whats the point of secrets -
when you know i’ll believe your lies
and i will say
you can sail me to your future
you can fly me to your past
but all i’ll see is life in you
the way you look in my eyes
through dirty hazel lenses
your whole lifes something pure
something beautiful worth saving
so give hope to this vessel
set my ship ashore
to sands i feel safe to stand
without fear of sinking through.

i was going to email this to someone but my aol is not working but anyway thanks for always appreciating it, and you know who you are

other than that i went canoing today and it pretty much owned until the last 2 hours when i was just over it and wanted to get the hell out the boat.

im confused about things but im always confused and i think i feel unappreciated haha and so thats life in general
XoXoX