Whats going on in my life.

[xigil]

Tis another day. I am sitting at a job that I no longer feel chalenged doing. I am no longer officialy working for DragonTrybe working with fire. I am feed up with the politics and bullshit that goes on when we are not performing. Most just bitching to be bitching

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Hey Baby Brother

[shea_miller]

You know that I love you lots.
You mean alot to me. I will always be here for you all you gotta do is pick up the phone and call me:)

Take care of your self.
Kitty

Re: Hey Baby Brother

[xigil]

Hello little sister. Excuse the wallowing I have not been feeling very loved lately. Things have just been crazy the past year and I just kinda disappeared. I don't have your number these days. Good to know you are doing well though.

Re: Hey Baby Brother

[shea_miller]

Tiss ok,
i so understand. I have been there, i don't know a single person who has not been there.

I have disappeared a time or 2 myself as you recall. Things get so crazy where it just can not be handled any more and it is time to take a vacation. Of course you come back and the shit has hit the fan.

i get you my number as soon as I find your email addy :)
That way we can try to keep in touch more offten :)

Love you much and miss you lots.
Sister Kitty

Re: Hey Baby Brother

[xigil]

How is it I come back and the fit hits the shan?

[annashea]

sorry I was busy last night...I love you Puck, I really do. stop giving a shit about what others think. Come out and start living life...

[desolation_00]

lol...well freak first you need to turn off NIN's Hurt...that song even depresses the dead...
anyways..i really don't no you, never did & don't no if i ever will but i am glad that i read this b/c i really thought you had the whole i'm better than everyone outlook on everything which is one of the reasons why i never really talk to you..so if i'm out & not so drunk that i am stumbling on everyone & yer there i will try to say more than whats up...
btw...thursday @ church we talked of james & irish coming back..you said james was going to try to be here like this week....have you heard any more about that & is he gonna hit crotch when he gets here like maybe this thursday or sunday?

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[xigil]

I have never per say tried to be a snob. Most of the time I just never know what to say to people. As for the church excuse the bad pun but for for years I wen't religiously. I got bored, and tired of stupid shit. I needed a break I have been happier with out that place. I am drinking alot less. I am basicly drug free.
Now when I go there is nothing there for me anymore. Alot of the people I miss are gone. There are a few left but most of them I know alot less and I have not been feeling like I am as sociable as I used to be.

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[desolation_00]

yeah the place has sucked away 6 years of my life now but i still go back...most of the old schools are gone & if their not their in sum kind of weird mid-life crisis & totally different from how they used to be...but i guess we all are...& don't worry about it...i'm the same way pretty much..i always have people walking up to me telling me they met me @ this place or that place & i'm like ok....feel bad for not remembering them & freeze up, don't no what to say & hit the bar for a drink to get rid of the awkward silence b/t the two of us once i tell them i'm not sure who they are...lol & if its an old friend thats been gone a while that i haven't heard from then i no they were gone for a reason & aren't really interested in hearing anything thats been going on b/c its pretty much the same shit & their life is no longer involved in it, rather that be for better or worse

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[xigil]

I don't know what his plans are going to be once he gets here other than sleep since he is driving from Colorado. I know he is comming in tonight. Me and beazil are going to go give him hell though. :)