Whats going on in my life.
Tis another day. I am sitting at a job that I no longer feel chalenged doing. I am no longer officialy working for DragonTrybe working with fire. I am feed up with the politics and bullshit that goes on when we are not performing. Most just bitching to be bitching.
I am so tired of existence. It is funny in life that no matter how hard it is that you try to get rid of a reputation it just sticks to you for years.
What I think part of my problem is that I think way to much. I need to lose some brain cells along with some of my vocabulary. People think I am trying to make them feel lesser for using a vocabulary that isn't at an 8th grade level. I have better luck watching people than talking to them. Sometimes I come off like an snob or something.
I am still single not that any one would want to put up with my shit. Hell sometimes I don't even feel that my friends like me. I feel like filler. Just something there till something better comes along. If I could cry I think I would. instead my anger begins to rage.
I wish I had something that I could do but I feel as though I have done most things.
I know I need to jump out of a perfectly good airplane. Ya like I can afford it. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr
I am so tired of existence. It is funny in life that no matter how hard it is that you try to get rid of a reputation it just sticks to you for years.
What I think part of my problem is that I think way to much. I need to lose some brain cells along with some of my vocabulary. People think I am trying to make them feel lesser for using a vocabulary that isn't at an 8th grade level. I have better luck watching people than talking to them. Sometimes I come off like an snob or something.
I am still single not that any one would want to put up with my shit. Hell sometimes I don't even feel that my friends like me. I feel like filler. Just something there till something better comes along. If I could cry I think I would. instead my anger begins to rage.
I wish I had something that I could do but I feel as though I have done most things.
I know I need to jump out of a perfectly good airplane. Ya like I can afford it. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr