EPISODE 52: my 1st solo bodycombat assessment class...
Sorry, there won't be any pics in this entry.
Today is probably my most gloomy day in 2008 thus far.
I had my solo bodycombat assessment class today.
I put my heart and soul for this assessment over the past week. After nights and nights of preparation, practices and hardwork, I thought I was ready to give my best shot.
However, sometimes 期望越高, 失望越大
I tried to give my best today, but I was utterly disappointed with myself when I saw the number of comments my assessor gave me. I know my assessor is giving me constructive feedback so that I can improve myself further. But, I just can't help but to blame myself for the imperfections today.
Actually, the class wasn't THAT bad la... It was quite ok, but there are things I can work further
But I just can't hide my disappointment.
Tears just flow from my eyes during lunch, while I was waiting my assessment feedback.
Tears flow again during the midst of my assessment feedback. This time, I didn't cry because I have to redo my assessment. But rather, I was touched by some of the words my assessor told me.
Call me a perfectionist, but I am really disappointed with myself today. And this feeling sucks.
收拾心情, 重新再来!
get ready for my 2nd attempt...