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seriously everyone i used to love and adore..smoke pot. and honestly i don't see the big deal about it..it ruins your life and i've researched it a bit smoking pot DOES cause lung cancer, just not as fast as ciggarettes not to mention you don't have a life while you smoke it. i have a certain friend who was so smart straight a's all excited about the world and college and everything life had to offer one trip to cali and she came back a stoner who lives at home with her mother and brother and has no ambition no drive nothing ..it's really sad and her vocabulary went from making me look words up on a daily basis to shit. eveeryone knows pot is a gateway drug i wont' even touch on that but damn. the lives it ruins. i honestly don't care if you smoke it or not. but i will think you're either unintelligent or immature for it. there's no way around it. i'll get drunk every once in a while and if you smoke pot every once in a while i see no difference..however i don't know ANYONE who smokes it "responsibly"
also does obama creep anyone else out?
i'm going back to livejournal cos really...it's the only thing i can trust i KNOW what livejournal will and will not tell other people i'm really hoping not a lot of people read it..the less the better..i can be more honest and open with less private entries..its a way to fool myself like i'm getting stuff off of my chest without having to find someone to tell..other than john and mom no one cares anymore at all no one other than those two are there for me 50+% of the time and i'm not being all "woe is me" or "those skanks" because i'd rather know where i stand and be alone than think i'm with an army and be alone..maybe one day those few friends will wake up and realize all the mistakes they're making it's funny how in the early years of highschool it's not that hard to read people and it's hard to hide who you really are..after graduation..completely different story..there's four girls i'm talking about mainly and with every single one of them..i KNOW their core person their real personalities their..hearts. but as of the now? i'm only speaking to one of them..and all of this doesn't apply to every one of them hell one doesn't even smoke pot and the only mistake she's making is being a self involved twat. but...i know the reasoning behind it..i really think i do care too much because i'll make up an excuse for ANYBODY just so that i'm not mad at them "well they were raised like this" or "well their husband does that" just stupid stuff that could possibly be right but normally isn't..but it works for the moment and helps me keep my love for my friends..the few true ones anyway the rest i don't even pretend to love i hate fake friends.
john's interview went awesome today i'm really hoping he gets this job it would be so great ♥
anywho i'm done for the moment will update more either later tonight or tomorrow and as always..if you're going to bitch about the post..save it because these are my true feelings and i don't get mad at ANYONE for theirs however if you want to discuss them aim it up i'm still shibbychick4 =)
btw i missed lj
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seriously everyone i used to love and adore..smoke pot. and honestly i don't see the big deal about it..it ruins your life and i've researched it a bit smoking pot DOES cause lung cancer, just not as fast as ciggarettes not to mention you don't have a life while you smoke it. i have a certain friend who was so smart straight a's all excited about the world and college and everything life had to offer one trip to cali and she came back a stoner who lives at home with her mother and brother and has no ambition no drive nothing ..it's really sad and her vocabulary went from making me look words up on a daily basis to shit. eveeryone knows pot is a gateway drug i wont' even touch on that but damn. the lives it ruins. i honestly don't care if you smoke it or not. but i will think you're either unintelligent or immature for it. there's no way around it. i'll get drunk every once in a while and if you smoke pot every once in a while i see no difference..however i don't know ANYONE who smokes it "responsibly"
also does obama creep anyone else out?
i'm going back to livejournal cos really...it's the only thing i can trust i KNOW what livejournal will and will not tell other people i'm really hoping not a lot of people read it..the less the better..i can be more honest and open with less private entries..its a way to fool myself like i'm getting stuff off of my chest without having to find someone to tell..other than john and mom no one cares anymore at all no one other than those two are there for me 50+% of the time and i'm not being all "woe is me" or "those skanks" because i'd rather know where i stand and be alone than think i'm with an army and be alone..maybe one day those few friends will wake up and realize all the mistakes they're making it's funny how in the early years of highschool it's not that hard to read people and it's hard to hide who you really are..after graduation..completely different story..there's four girls i'm talking about mainly and with every single one of them..i KNOW their core person their real personalities their..hearts. but as of the now? i'm only speaking to one of them..and all of this doesn't apply to every one of them hell one doesn't even smoke pot and the only mistake she's making is being a self involved twat. but...i know the reasoning behind it..i really think i do care too much because i'll make up an excuse for ANYBODY just so that i'm not mad at them "well they were raised like this" or "well their husband does that" just stupid stuff that could possibly be right but normally isn't..but it works for the moment and helps me keep my love for my friends..the few true ones anyway the rest i don't even pretend to love i hate fake friends.
john's interview went awesome today i'm really hoping he gets this job it would be so great ♥
anywho i'm done for the moment will update more either later tonight or tomorrow and as always..if you're going to bitch about the post..save it because these are my true feelings and i don't get mad at ANYONE for theirs however if you want to discuss them aim it up i'm still shibbychick4 =)
btw i missed lj