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so...im still not back for communities but i thought an update was needed
things are going good we've been through a million ideas..at first we were just going to stay in the shed for a year and then just kinda chill then decide then we were going to buy a house but then we decided we don't know where we want to stay for a long long time so then we were going to get an apartment with tessa but she's not ready to move out so then we finally got a great idea haha we're going to save up about 4-5 grand and get an apartment just the two of us we could do it now but we want to save up some first, we're looking for around ohhhh april ? anywho john and i are growing even closer through all of this i love knowing for a fact that this is it, that this is who i was made for and that he loves me for everything i am regardless of anything else it's me he's always been looking for..its amazing that well..not naming names because that's not my style a certain someone has been sizing up john and seeming completely desperate making passes at him but the fact that he has no clue what im talking about..priceless and i can tell when he lies..and he's not..its amazing..and on that subject please don't ask me who it's not fair to the person..so..yah. and the way we fit physically and every other way..im just..amazed that two people could be so perfect for each other..i've been having a really hard time understanding why other people seem to have whatever they want but arn't even working on being right with God and i am yet i'm pretty much poor but it just hit me..im so rich my family is amazing sure they have their quirks but there's not a one i would trade even for the second most perfect person in the world (most perfect is john, duh) and i have john which..is worth more than all the money that is was and will be in the world. among other things..but those two are just..remarkable ok so soon to be alswager out!
things are going good we've been through a million ideas..at first we were just going to stay in the shed for a year and then just kinda chill then decide then we were going to buy a house but then we decided we don't know where we want to stay for a long long time so then we were going to get an apartment with tessa but she's not ready to move out so then we finally got a great idea haha we're going to save up about 4-5 grand and get an apartment just the two of us we could do it now but we want to save up some first, we're looking for around ohhhh april ? anywho john and i are growing even closer through all of this i love knowing for a fact that this is it, that this is who i was made for and that he loves me for everything i am regardless of anything else it's me he's always been looking for..its amazing that well..not naming names because that's not my style a certain someone has been sizing up john and seeming completely desperate making passes at him but the fact that he has no clue what im talking about..priceless and i can tell when he lies..and he's not..its amazing..and on that subject please don't ask me who it's not fair to the person..so..yah. and the way we fit physically and every other way..im just..amazed that two people could be so perfect for each other..i've been having a really hard time understanding why other people seem to have whatever they want but arn't even working on being right with God and i am yet i'm pretty much poor but it just hit me..im so rich my family is amazing sure they have their quirks but there's not a one i would trade even for the second most perfect person in the world (most perfect is john, duh) and i have john which..is worth more than all the money that is was and will be in the world. among other things..but those two are just..remarkable ok so soon to be alswager out!