Go fuck yourself Kim Mc Dougall

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I want to be happy.
I want to stop crying for cutting my finger while chopping potatoes.

I want to to do something with my life.
I want to stop isolating myself from people.
I want to quit smoking.

I want to forgive my father.
I want to scream at my mothers grave.
I want to my fingernails to stop growing in funny directions
I want to have a dog.

I want to have a dora the explorer band-aid for the cut on my finger, the kind that glows in the dark.
I want to have new glasses.

I want to love myself.
I want to love somebody else.
I want to stop hating people.
I want to make Miley Cirus stop annoying me.

I want to have people listen to me

I want to fly, like super powers.
I want to be in art school.
I want to watch every old disney movie, but like before the 90's when they looked so beautiful. ok maybe I'll watch Lion King too.

I want a cardboard fort
I want to have my own family.
I want to stop being scared to die.

I want to do things for myself.
I want to contribute to the world.
I want to have everything.
I want to stop being selfish.

I want to call Ari.
I want to call Shannon.
I want to call Sarah.
I want to stop calling Stephan.

I want to understand my sister.
I want to understand myself.
I want to be...
I want to be...
I want to be...

I need to figure out my life, now.