Happy Suckday
Here's what happening on my BIRTHDAY!!!!
-I turn 21 (hooray! for having lived that long)
-I am moving out my house (boo! i'm going to be homeless)
-I have to turn in my Mass Art applications (ugh...)
It's funny how one day can be so epic. Other than that I really am not sure what's going to happen to me. Family Therapy hasn't felt productive and my parents don't want me back. Again, I feel like everyone is putting the blame on me. Sentences such as "you haven't changed" or "you don't try enough" I feel are not only incorrect but also disheartening. Or maybe its true. I can't stop listening to Robert Post and think about how music always seems relevant to my life.
You know that if it's up to me I'll still be holding
My own hand the day I die
So please release me now
I've tried to be the mean mysterious one
I've tried to be the sweetest candy you'd suck on
I've still got none
Got nothing at all
*Edit* mercury also ends it retrograde cycle (thank god)
-I turn 21 (hooray! for having lived that long)
-I am moving out my house (boo! i'm going to be homeless)
-I have to turn in my Mass Art applications (ugh...)
It's funny how one day can be so epic. Other than that I really am not sure what's going to happen to me. Family Therapy hasn't felt productive and my parents don't want me back. Again, I feel like everyone is putting the blame on me. Sentences such as "you haven't changed" or "you don't try enough" I feel are not only incorrect but also disheartening. Or maybe its true. I can't stop listening to Robert Post and think about how music always seems relevant to my life.
You know that if it's up to me I'll still be holding
My own hand the day I die
So please release me now
I've tried to be the mean mysterious one
I've tried to be the sweetest candy you'd suck on
I've still got none
Got nothing at all
*Edit* mercury also ends it retrograde cycle (thank god)