Efff
SO Ive been in a crappy mood lately. I am sick of boys. Im sick of love. Why does it hate me so? Gosh, what did I ever do to it?! I give up. Im just wasting my time. I like how peopel go and talk behind my back as well. THen tomorrows my sweet 16. And my moms a bitch. I want to go to the mall with carly. But no. She isnt wasting gas and I have soccer. Plus my dad thinks im a slut or soemthing. My parents were talking about physicals for school and my dads like yea shouldnt u be taking amanda to that womens doctor too. Im just like =O. Yeah I hate this. Im just in a really bad mood. I think I need my wife and dan. Im jsut all blah. I dont feel like doing anything. I just wanna cry. Thats what i feel like doing. Plus, Im stuck in the middle again. I know things that I cant tell my best friends because then Im betraying family. slkjgkskkdgk I just want to scream.
Isnt this supposed to be one of the best weekends of my life? My sweet 16?! Goshdammitihateit.
Isnt this supposed to be one of the best weekends of my life? My sweet 16?! Goshdammitihateit.