Because I Breathe Artistic
Is there such a thing as a creative breakdown?
I'm filled with ridiculous amounts of creative energy right now, and no where to expend it. I mean, I could draw, but I fail at that. I could do photoshop, but my computer is being a bitch. And I could play set, but I have no one to jam with. I could write, but words have been failing me miserably lately.
I spent about an hour just messing around on my set last night and it felt good for the moment, but it didn't get rid of all this energy.
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Once again, my friends and I are doing the same thing. The monotony of everything really pisses me off. I go to work, then I either drink/play videogames/watch movies/go spooking. It's like it's all they ever want to do.
And I know what you're saying, "Come up with ideas, then do it." But I do! And no one listens or they don't want to.
I wanna go on a roadtrip; to nowhere. I wanna find a hill out in the country, put my headphones on, and watch the stars. I wanna start walking west; and never stop, until I smell the ocean breeze. I wanna forget everything here; and start a new life elsewhere. I want to visit Europe again, I want to visit Japan; I want to thumb my way around Ireland.
But most of all, I want to kill this loneliness. Even in the midst of friends, I feel lonely.
I have No One; to lean on, to cry on, to hold, to give butterfly-kisses, to stare at, to cuddle with.
When they said it would hurt to lose her, they never said how long or how much. Now I wish they have been more descriptive.
I'm filled with ridiculous amounts of creative energy right now, and no where to expend it. I mean, I could draw, but I fail at that. I could do photoshop, but my computer is being a bitch. And I could play set, but I have no one to jam with. I could write, but words have been failing me miserably lately.
I spent about an hour just messing around on my set last night and it felt good for the moment, but it didn't get rid of all this energy.
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Once again, my friends and I are doing the same thing. The monotony of everything really pisses me off. I go to work, then I either drink/play videogames/watch movies/go spooking. It's like it's all they ever want to do.
And I know what you're saying, "Come up with ideas, then do it." But I do! And no one listens or they don't want to.
I wanna go on a roadtrip; to nowhere. I wanna find a hill out in the country, put my headphones on, and watch the stars. I wanna start walking west; and never stop, until I smell the ocean breeze. I wanna forget everything here; and start a new life elsewhere. I want to visit Europe again, I want to visit Japan; I want to thumb my way around Ireland.
But most of all, I want to kill this loneliness. Even in the midst of friends, I feel lonely.
I have No One; to lean on, to cry on, to hold, to give butterfly-kisses, to stare at, to cuddle with.
When they said it would hurt to lose her, they never said how long or how much. Now I wish they have been more descriptive.