Attention! Attention! May I have All Of Your Eyes and Your Ears!
Well, for about the past week I've been wondering if what I feel in my heart is me being over Holly.
And I believe it is.
It's kind of weird what I feel. I feel this....freeness. This ability to do whatever I want.
But I'm still apathetic. And it's not because of her, it's because I just am.
I mean I work two jobs. I got to class two nights a week. And I when I can hang out with my friends, it's only late at night. And most of the time they have to go home early or some shit like that.
I don't know what started this all. I kinda started feeling it the night of my birthday. In which case she called me and told me to come over, that I was going to get "my birthday present." I'm thinking maybe we're getting back together, then I find out it's just more sex.
On the walk back I started feeling it. And the more time Holly and I spent apart, the greater the feeling was.
It's sooo.....weird.
And I believe it is.
It's kind of weird what I feel. I feel this....freeness. This ability to do whatever I want.
But I'm still apathetic. And it's not because of her, it's because I just am.
I mean I work two jobs. I got to class two nights a week. And I when I can hang out with my friends, it's only late at night. And most of the time they have to go home early or some shit like that.
I don't know what started this all. I kinda started feeling it the night of my birthday. In which case she called me and told me to come over, that I was going to get "my birthday present." I'm thinking maybe we're getting back together, then I find out it's just more sex.
On the walk back I started feeling it. And the more time Holly and I spent apart, the greater the feeling was.
It's sooo.....weird.