Oct 23, 2006 23:16
I don't think I've been asked how life was lately.
And if I were asked that right now, I wouldn't be able to tell you.
I feel so, apathetic. So....blah.
The thing I want most right now is for my band to get big. So I don't have to live a real life...I want to play music all the time.
But I refuse to not go to school. Because I've seen how these types of dreams fold out. (i.e. My uncle. He's almost 60 and lives in a house his PARENTS bought.)
I would love to be out on the road. Playing music. Meeting new people. All those fun things. No worries but the next destination, what time we're playing, and what alcohol to buy that night.
That would be wonderful.
The feeling in my gut says we're right there on the brink of going big. It's soo close. All we need is to push harder and make all the right choices and we'll be there.