Jun 02, 2005 08:06
things are so much better! he is the most amazing person i have ever met, by far. the last few days have been awesome! we leave for vacation in the morning and he gets to spend the night at my house tonight! yea! cant believe the dad is allowing that. lets see hes just been so much happier! i love it. we both have been. things are definatly back to normal if not better then. he still talks to those girls but he promised me i have nothing to worry about and that he loves me. so i guess if i want this to work i have to trust him...and i do. if anything was to happen then it happens you know. i cant stop it, so why make myself and him miserable worring about it, and even worse drive him towards her. but the day things started gettting better his mom told me he went to get me flowers, but the florist eithere were't open or he didn't find any good enough for me! awww....as much as i used to hate all the mushy shit, swear to god i love it now. he is the sweetest person i have ever met and were in love. hahahha! thats awesome. im so excited! if we make it through vacation we will be just fine. im kind of embarrased to take him with my family. i hope they act right. any way all my friends: im goign to miss you all and we have to go party it up when i get back, bc god knows i probably wont be doing much of that down there. lol well ill miss you all love you! GOOD-BYE!