clandestine13 i must agree
I am over being single.
But it's more I miss the relationship, the 'coming home and having someone to make your day'.
As terrible as it sounds, i really need the kissing side. I dunno, i think it's the physical connection. I sound horrible for saying that, like i would just be using someone. :(
I possibly need a no-strings attached thing. So all the benefits of a relationship, but no long-term plan. Wow, how much do I sound like a guy right now :P If only life were that easy...
- Seeing him waiting for me just outside a classroom
- Falling asleep with him
- Spending a summer afternoon in a field
It makes me cry sometimes. Often. That I'm alone. In that sense. I need one of 'those' hugs. The ones where you just sink comfortably and it stops time just for a bit.
I reckon it'll be at least tertiary before i find him. It's just difficult knowing I have a while to wait. And there are a lot of exams between now and then.
Ok, off to pour out my sorrows to my pillow. Goodnight.