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I SHOULD be studying for my History Exam on Friday.
But I checked my emails and now I'm here.
Really freaked out when some stranger touched my house yesterday. For half an hour. Then mysteriously vanished as soon as my dad got home. I'm fucking jumpy. Every creak in this house sets my heart racing, and this is an unsturdy, earthquake-shaken, 50-60 year-old house that could really do with just pulling down and completely redoing. So I am upstairs where I feel somewhat safe and not on show. Reading through my history notes and realising how screwed I am.
-Nothing makes sense
-As awesome as he is, my teacher has not given me clear cut notes. It's all chronological like a story and makes sense THAT way. But the defined situations and decisions that my essays will have to be on are not in a tidy place for me to look at and review.
Grrr. I hate this. I can't study. It's my last exam (admittedly of two) and then I'm done with high school. No more stupid lessons that don't teach me what I want to know, no pressured tests and essays on this part of history or that topic in German and no damn art portfolios due!!!!! Don't get me wrong, this year was fun for a last year of high school. But to sew a cabaret costume, I don't need to know the factors that lead to the outbreak of the English Civil War.
But I checked my emails and now I'm here.
Really freaked out when some stranger touched my house yesterday. For half an hour. Then mysteriously vanished as soon as my dad got home. I'm fucking jumpy. Every creak in this house sets my heart racing, and this is an unsturdy, earthquake-shaken, 50-60 year-old house that could really do with just pulling down and completely redoing. So I am upstairs where I feel somewhat safe and not on show. Reading through my history notes and realising how screwed I am.
-Nothing makes sense
-As awesome as he is, my teacher has not given me clear cut notes. It's all chronological like a story and makes sense THAT way. But the defined situations and decisions that my essays will have to be on are not in a tidy place for me to look at and review.
Grrr. I hate this. I can't study. It's my last exam (admittedly of two) and then I'm done with high school. No more stupid lessons that don't teach me what I want to know, no pressured tests and essays on this part of history or that topic in German and no damn art portfolios due!!!!! Don't get me wrong, this year was fun for a last year of high school. But to sew a cabaret costume, I don't need to know the factors that lead to the outbreak of the English Civil War.