Gee today was awful
Okay...school was good. Andrew hung out with just me today at lunch! I got a lot of kisses it was really nice hehe.
It's after school that was my problem.
I saw that I had a voicemail...I was like..."Uh..okay..who called me?" I thought it might have been dad that called...nope. It was Billy actually. So I called him back. He's like, "You're guna hate me for life for this...but I actually told your dad everything. About you smoking pot and stuff.."
I FLIPPED OUT!
"I told him not to freak out on you. He said he wouldn't."
So dad and I talked. A lot. He didn't yell. I'm actually not in any trouble at all! Which is surprising. But I had to promise to stop smoking pot. As for Andrew, my dad made him promise too, or else he'd talk to his parents. Andrew's parents know he USED to smoke pot. They don't know he currently does. And he's already in HUGE trouble with his parents for other stuff, and they'd definitely flip out on him and take me away from him. So my dad got on the phone with him...hm. He's all, "Look, I like you. You're a nice kid. But what I DON'T like is you smoking pot. And if you still want to see my daughter, you'll stop. I'll talk to your parents and I know you're already in huge trouble with them. But if you give me your absolute word, then I won't talk to them. And I have ways of finding out if you smoke pot or not. Believe me. I was your age once, I've been through this. I used to smoke pot. So just don't do it. You don't do it, I won't talk to your parents and you'll still get to be with Lindsay. Okay? ...okay, good. Here's Lindz."
So I got on the phone with Andrew. "Are you REALLY going to stop?" "Yeah, I am." "I feel bad...I know it's something you really enjoy. Then again, I'm missing out on it just as much as you are. So hey..." "Yeah I know. But don't even worry about it. I gave my word. I won't smoke it anymore ok? Promise. I used to have no problem with Billy...but now...ugh." "Look, neither of them are trying to get you or I into trouble. They just want whats best for me - and for you!" "I know...but damn." "Yeah...but I really DO feel bad for making you stop. It makes me happy, though, that you're willing to stop smoking for us to be together." "Don't even mention it. I love you, and I'm not going to put anything else before you. I love you, really, I really, REALLY love you and I'd do anything for you. Don't even worry about it, k?" "Okay..." "Well, look, my dad just told me it's dinner." "I know, I heard." "Okay, so, I gotta go. I love you Lindsay." "Love you too. Talk to you later." "Okay, peace." "Bye."
That all actually worked out better than I imagined. I LUCKED OUTTTTTTT. lol. I thought FOR SURE that Andrew'd get taken away from me, that I'd be grounded, the net taken away, no more cell phone...nothing.
I got NONE of it. Wow...maybe it's because I've been really good at the house for the last month or two...
Hah.
But yeah like...I started crying because I know dad's dissappointed in my actions...and I asked if Billy could come over and Billy and dad talked on the phone. Dad said it was fine if he came over, and he did. We talked for a while, laughed a lot because I can't eat go-gurt for the life of me, (Haha Billy that was funny.) and talked also about what it's like in the military camp he went to in Ft. Benning, GA.
Dad told me he has respect for him now. Because he talked to him (Billy talking to dad I mean,) and also that Billy apologized for everything last summer when we were going out. My dad happily accepted the apology so I heard, and all is well with them. My dad respects him as a man now and that makes me happy.
...Now that I think of it...I need to work on my Go-gurt eating skills. Haha.
Well lovers I must go and eat something.
♥
It's after school that was my problem.
I saw that I had a voicemail...I was like..."Uh..okay..who called me?" I thought it might have been dad that called...nope. It was Billy actually. So I called him back. He's like, "You're guna hate me for life for this...but I actually told your dad everything. About you smoking pot and stuff.."
I FLIPPED OUT!
"I told him not to freak out on you. He said he wouldn't."
So dad and I talked. A lot. He didn't yell. I'm actually not in any trouble at all! Which is surprising. But I had to promise to stop smoking pot. As for Andrew, my dad made him promise too, or else he'd talk to his parents. Andrew's parents know he USED to smoke pot. They don't know he currently does. And he's already in HUGE trouble with his parents for other stuff, and they'd definitely flip out on him and take me away from him. So my dad got on the phone with him...hm. He's all, "Look, I like you. You're a nice kid. But what I DON'T like is you smoking pot. And if you still want to see my daughter, you'll stop. I'll talk to your parents and I know you're already in huge trouble with them. But if you give me your absolute word, then I won't talk to them. And I have ways of finding out if you smoke pot or not. Believe me. I was your age once, I've been through this. I used to smoke pot. So just don't do it. You don't do it, I won't talk to your parents and you'll still get to be with Lindsay. Okay? ...okay, good. Here's Lindz."
So I got on the phone with Andrew. "Are you REALLY going to stop?" "Yeah, I am." "I feel bad...I know it's something you really enjoy. Then again, I'm missing out on it just as much as you are. So hey..." "Yeah I know. But don't even worry about it. I gave my word. I won't smoke it anymore ok? Promise. I used to have no problem with Billy...but now...ugh." "Look, neither of them are trying to get you or I into trouble. They just want whats best for me - and for you!" "I know...but damn." "Yeah...but I really DO feel bad for making you stop. It makes me happy, though, that you're willing to stop smoking for us to be together." "Don't even mention it. I love you, and I'm not going to put anything else before you. I love you, really, I really, REALLY love you and I'd do anything for you. Don't even worry about it, k?" "Okay..." "Well, look, my dad just told me it's dinner." "I know, I heard." "Okay, so, I gotta go. I love you Lindsay." "Love you too. Talk to you later." "Okay, peace." "Bye."
That all actually worked out better than I imagined. I LUCKED OUTTTTTTT. lol. I thought FOR SURE that Andrew'd get taken away from me, that I'd be grounded, the net taken away, no more cell phone...nothing.
I got NONE of it. Wow...maybe it's because I've been really good at the house for the last month or two...
Hah.
But yeah like...I started crying because I know dad's dissappointed in my actions...and I asked if Billy could come over and Billy and dad talked on the phone. Dad said it was fine if he came over, and he did. We talked for a while, laughed a lot because I can't eat go-gurt for the life of me, (Haha Billy that was funny.) and talked also about what it's like in the military camp he went to in Ft. Benning, GA.
Dad told me he has respect for him now. Because he talked to him (Billy talking to dad I mean,) and also that Billy apologized for everything last summer when we were going out. My dad happily accepted the apology so I heard, and all is well with them. My dad respects him as a man now and that makes me happy.
...Now that I think of it...I need to work on my Go-gurt eating skills. Haha.
Well lovers I must go and eat something.
♥