Okay so I'm feelin a LITTLE better...

Apr 20, 2005 18:00


Okay so I talked to Andrew...turns out his mom took his cell phone away last night, that's why he didn't answer. And I know he's not lying because he's tardy a lot and he had 6 tardies in Guitar. He told me he'd call me later though, and I made him promise. Whatever...he usually doesn't call me back but hopefully tonight he will.

Anyways I talked to Amanda-boo for about an hour today. Called her crying...she cheered me up and then we just talked about random stuff. It was nice.

You all already know that I took two vicodin with amaretto earlier. I took a pain killer after that. So I'm feelin' pretty sleepy right now. I think I'm turning into a pill-popper...I like...need pills, sometimes, to calm myself down. I really need to stop...I promised Andrew and myself that I wouldn't do that.

So I'll try really hard. No guarantee though...hey...Andrew told me before we broke up that he'd stop smoking. The day after he broke up with me he did a whole bunch of shit. Now we're back together he smokes pot all the time...so hey...can't blame me if I turn into a pill-popper.

Well yeah...now that I'm in a some-what better mood I can tell you about my day.
  1. Woke up. Got ready for school. Took the 833 to the Santee trolley/transit center as always, to get onto the 832 to get to school. The 832 goes two ways...well...the one I usually take had a major oil leak. So we had to take the other bus and since school starts earlier now this week and next for testing, David and I were late to Spanish class for the test. (You go to your fourth period class to take the test from 8 to11:25, then the rest of the classes are only 35 minutes long. Basically, our block days for Wednesday and Thursday...we still get out at 1:58, but it's like a minimum day with 35 minute classes, only you have your three block classes that you usually have on regular block days. Monday, Tuesday and Friday we get out at 2:53 *I start at 8:15...Andrew starts block 1 at 7:15 and gets out at 1:53. So i have second block he has first.* And every other Tuesday we I get out at 12:18 because it's a minimum day. First block people get out 35 minutes before 2nd blockers do. Just clearing up my schedule for you all. It's confusing, yes, I know, but you'll get used to it if you read that all like...3 times more lol) Anyways though, we didn't get marked tardy because I called the office while I was on the bus and said the bus riders were going to be late because the regular 832 broke down. We were excused. So I took the English portion of the California Standardized Test and that was that. Mr. Chairez left the classroom for a minute, and I talked to Chris on the phone. He told me that since he didn't have school today, he was going to sneak onto campus at lunch and hang out. Mrs. Smith, my English teacher, came into the room. She saw me talking on the phone and didn't say anything. I handed the phone to Casey and Patrick because they wanted to say hi to Chris too. Mrs. Smith laughed at me, she's all, "Lindsay you're so funny. Everyone in here can hear your conversation." I'm like, "Yeah, hahaha, that's okay, I'm not saying anything wrong so I'm not worried." She and I both quietly laughed. That was pretty cool.
  2. Lunch - talked to Jean, saw Chris, gave him a huge hug, and that was that.
  3. English - I was crying and pissed off because of Andrew. (Again, this is before I knew his cell was taken away. Still...he didn't shot up today and he totally ditched me so I was PISSED AS HELL.) I didn't see Mrs. Smith coming, and I was yelling. Not at Nikki, but to her because I was upset. I'm like, "God Nikki I'm so pissed! All Andrew seems to care about is smoke! Fuck dude! Ugh!" Mrs. Smith walked by and she's like, *with a shocked look on her face* "Lindsay!" It was one of those shocked looks where like...you're thinking, "I can't believe you just said that," but you're kinda smiling...yeah. I was like, "Sorry Mrs. Smith, class hasn't started yet..." in a monotone. So yeah I did work in there with Nikki then went to math.
  4. Math was boring as always...took notes...I texted Krista a few times...
  5. Art - Basically did nothing. As always. lol Jordan farted in class that was pretty funny. She's all, "Yeah you guys I have to let one go, ahahahah," so she did. It was funny shee-it.

So yeah. That was school. I got to the bus stop, and Joey told me he thought he saw Andrew walking around near Subway or something in a group of people. Then again, he said he couldn't really tell. Nonetheless, I started crying because I was so frusturated, and also I'm under a lot of other stress lately. So I cried for like...the 4th time today...Joey tried to console me and I felt like a pitiful child just sitting there crying and little tears falling in little drops onto my sweatshirt and the grass...haha...Alana told me, "Well...I really like your makeup though, it's really pretty Lindsay." (I had red near the inner corners, yellow highlighter in the middle and green on the outsides...it looked really spiffy actually haha.) But yeah...I got on the bus and Joey was doing his famous, "Black Death," speach. I guess it's from this one DVD or something and this guy is all drunk and he keeps talking about the Black Death..like..in a drunken British accent..he's all, "Soh...mwy nime ez...Black Death..." *Yeah...that's supposed to be a drunken, slow-spoken British accent...* But that always makes he laugh the way he does that. So, Joey, thanks buddy. Oh, and thank you for the huge hug at the bus stop as well it means a lot.

But yeah. Here's a convo with Chris that totally made me laugh. So, I'll share it then be on my way. Love you all!


elektrycznyblue: yo
unholydarkness7: ho
elektrycznyblue: whats up
unholydarkness7: took 2 vicodin, a shot of amaretto and an Ibuprofen all in one go. im feelin sleepy hehe
elektrycznyblue: lol
unholydarkness7: yeah im under stress right now. i cant BELIEVE i took my last vicodinnnnnnnnnn....>:o
elektrycznyblue: lol lammmmmme
unholydarkness7: yeah
unholydarkness7: it was nice seeing you today. sorry i didnt talk much i felt awkward with matt right there.
unholydarkness7: cuz idk him that well...
elektrycznyblue: nah its cool you look pretty damn sexy with them braces
unholydarkness7: lol haha i didnt have food in them?
unholydarkness7: or did i...
elektrycznyblue: nope
unholydarkness7: oh ok
unholydarkness7: cool
unholydarkness7: so anywhos
elektrycznyblue: whats new chickie poo
unholydarkness7: lol haha *giggles loudly*
unholydarkness7: um well...nothing much. i just ate some grilled lemon-peppered thrasher shark it was soooooooo good omg
elektrycznyblue: wqtf!?!?!?!?!?!?! without me you hooker! damit lol jk
unholydarkness7: lol totally i work that corner bitch
unholydarkness7: you like shark?
elektrycznyblue: i eat anything that moves lol
unholydarkness7: haha um...
elektrycznyblue: even you!!!!!!
elektrycznyblue: :-P
unholydarkness7: AHHHHHHHHH
unholydarkness7: !!!!!!!!
unholydarkness7: do i taste good?
elektrycznyblue: ooh yea
unholydarkness7: Haha you know it bitch. what do i taste like?
elektrycznyblue: you taste like sexy girl, with a hint of ammeretto
unholydarkness7: lol
unholydarkness7: haha
unholydarkness7: what does a sexy girl taste like? I've only tasted sexy boy...
elektrycznyblue: pssh well its like when you eat somthing that has like your favorite taste, but like better
unholydarkness7: ooooooh. so, here's a ?. what's your favorite taste?
elektrycznyblue: ummm, prolly like idk
unholydarkness7: hm...mine..i have a lot. I like yellow chicken curry, anything with potatoes, bacon, and um..the mushrooms that andrew's dad Mark makes....omg i could eat those FOREVER
elektrycznyblue: does andrew taste like yellow chicken curry
unholydarkness7: Haha no he has his own certain taste....but it's DEFINITELY one of my favorites. too bad he's not a food or I'd eat him all the time.
unholydarkness7: HAHAHAHA OMG
unholydarkness7: THE JESSICA SIMPSON COMMERCIAL BUFFALO CHICKEN COMMERCIAL IS ON
unholydarkness7: OMG THIS IS MY FAVORITE COMMERCIAL
elektrycznyblue: lol
unholydarkness7: i just said commercial twice in a sentence wtf?

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