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The last couple of day's have been really boring but exciting....I actually might be able to see charles over spring break becuase he might stay with me for a couple of days when we our on vacation in G.A. Than at the end of the summer I'm moving in with him so I'm ver excited. Anyway's the place that we are staying at in G.A is so pretty, We get a hot tub and it over looks the mountain tops. Plus its supposed to be warm that week that we are there and I get to share it with the one I love. I cant wait. I'm going to have so much fun the have horse back rideing, we are even right next to the river. See what makes me mad about all this is that my parents say they dont have any money at all so I buy most of my things but than they expect us to go on these vacation's. I think they have more money than they want to tell us and thats probably why my dad wont tell me how much he makes yearly, monthly or just how much he makes in general. It sux, it's like my parents dont want to talk to me about anything. I wish I just be like hey mom I'm getting married "To Charles" but its not that easy or else my life would be so much easier and I wouldn't have that much stress in my life.
Since Friday I havent done much but work. Oh, me and ashley our supposed to go to canada with linsday so that supposed to be fun and After that we are all staying at her house, and goin to work the next day...lmao I'm not sure if I want to go yet though because of me and charles. I'm such a worry wort now even worse than before. Now all I think about is what if I do this and what if I go here, Will it tear me and charles apart? I think everything will get better once I move down there cuz than we both will know exactly what eachother is doing also we can ask can I go here and of course the other will probably come to so by than I wont have to worry that much so that will be good.
Me and Ashley waitress again tomorrow and friday than we get payed on monday...My money is all going to be gone anyways because I have to get a hot oil treatmeant and I got to get charles that games he wants because I told him I would buy it for him. He wants me to send him the money but I dont mind spend some extra money on shipping the game to him. -LOL- even though I dont like him playing video games cuz last year he just didnt talk to me and ignored me when he played them and left me with his "dad" (bad idea dude....lmao I love you though) Anyways I give up on that I dont really care anymore he's got nothing better to do why he is down there it's just when he's on the phone he's been ignoring me but talking to his step dad, playing video games, or talking to people online.....It got so bad that I talked to him about it so let's see if it get's alittle better. Charles and I are tighter than ever, now though. I hope people understand that I'm not letting him go this time.
Ashley you my girl, Sorry about all the shit thats been happing in work. This year in a month or so if you still want me to stay with you for awhile untill I move with charles I will but dont get mad at me for moving there. I'll still stop by and say hi, plus will talk on the phone and everything will work out. I'll even go to Homecoming with you like you want me too. Love ya girl we'll be best friends forever I'll even make charles move right next door from you, or we'll let you move in with us. Lmfao you might have to wear eye plugs.....Or you can video tape..."NOT" lmao! So when are we goin to start planning the wedding? I have to evite a bunch of people. Mostly friends I dont want my whole family there because most of them are acholic's lol. One person I know for sure that isnt going is my uncle. I can just see charles killing him on our wedding day. Thats charles for you! Love you girl!
~*I have nothing really more to really put in here right now but I hope to update again soon! If you wanna come to mine and charles's wedding just comment and put your name and I'll invite you!*~
♥ Crystal Jean
I Love Charles James Tollon!
Since Friday I havent done much but work. Oh, me and ashley our supposed to go to canada with linsday so that supposed to be fun and After that we are all staying at her house, and goin to work the next day...lmao I'm not sure if I want to go yet though because of me and charles. I'm such a worry wort now even worse than before. Now all I think about is what if I do this and what if I go here, Will it tear me and charles apart? I think everything will get better once I move down there cuz than we both will know exactly what eachother is doing also we can ask can I go here and of course the other will probably come to so by than I wont have to worry that much so that will be good.
Me and Ashley waitress again tomorrow and friday than we get payed on monday...My money is all going to be gone anyways because I have to get a hot oil treatmeant and I got to get charles that games he wants because I told him I would buy it for him. He wants me to send him the money but I dont mind spend some extra money on shipping the game to him. -LOL- even though I dont like him playing video games cuz last year he just didnt talk to me and ignored me when he played them and left me with his "dad" (bad idea dude....lmao I love you though) Anyways I give up on that I dont really care anymore he's got nothing better to do why he is down there it's just when he's on the phone he's been ignoring me but talking to his step dad, playing video games, or talking to people online.....It got so bad that I talked to him about it so let's see if it get's alittle better. Charles and I are tighter than ever, now though. I hope people understand that I'm not letting him go this time.
Ashley you my girl, Sorry about all the shit thats been happing in work. This year in a month or so if you still want me to stay with you for awhile untill I move with charles I will but dont get mad at me for moving there. I'll still stop by and say hi, plus will talk on the phone and everything will work out. I'll even go to Homecoming with you like you want me too. Love ya girl we'll be best friends forever I'll even make charles move right next door from you, or we'll let you move in with us. Lmfao you might have to wear eye plugs.....Or you can video tape..."NOT" lmao! So when are we goin to start planning the wedding? I have to evite a bunch of people. Mostly friends I dont want my whole family there because most of them are acholic's lol. One person I know for sure that isnt going is my uncle. I can just see charles killing him on our wedding day. Thats charles for you! Love you girl!
~*I have nothing really more to really put in here right now but I hope to update again soon! If you wanna come to mine and charles's wedding just comment and put your name and I'll invite you!*~
♥ Crystal Jean
I Love Charles James Tollon!