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Wow I havent updated this thing in a while.....Well I guess nothing much really has happend. I've been really staying home lately. I've been working alot and I'm now goin to look for another job. I'm goin to work two jobs, try to maintain a social life and keep my parents from getting on my case all the time. What thats about is my parents are starting to treat me like shit again....Maybe they find fun out of yelling at me for stupid shit. This always starts to happen every time amber comes home from college, well fuck them if I'm goin to college or not its not like I'll socialize with them any ways because I'm moving with my baby. At least he cares about me. He's probably the only one besides ashley, but he cares about me in alot of different ways. I just need to be around alot more people that are positive and at least respect me for the good things I do instead of the bad...We all know i've made the worse mistakes that anyone could think of but I'm putting myself together and just trying to get through life happy. If I cant be happy at least I'll know that everyone else is. Life is about making sure everyone around you is happy and someday someone will make you happy and live life to the fullest. Friends are there to support you, your boyfriend is supposed to be there to love you and your family is supposed to be there to make sure that all works out(Not mine). One thing I'm very greatfull for is that I have one person that loves me very much, and over the summer I tried so hard to fuck it up some how and I could never see myself doing that ever and I did. I think I was just goin through some shit and now I'm a stronger person and I have him to thank for that. I'm not goin to leave him again, he's my world and if I leave him there will be no point to be alive. I wouldnt have anything......
Anyways I'm not the only who's been having problems ashley has the biggest guy promblems in the world...She keeps goin back to al but than breaking up with him. She is acting like me last year and one of these days that girl is goin to realize what she is doing wrong. I learned the hard way and I dont want her to go through it like I did..I almost lost the greatest thing I could ever have. Her on the other hand has a problem with not saying "fuck you" to her ex's. They seem to all be running back to her like she's a drug that they are addicted too. I dont get it. I hope that she'll find the right guy cuz she's my girl and I hate seeing her lonely, sad or even mad.
School's going okay...I'm passing math with a "D" I'm so happy I told my parents I was goin to fail that class because my teacher doesnt teach us but I'm at east passing, thats alwyas good. I'm also meeting new people and but I just dont seem to hang out with them out of school because I dont have the time. Plus I would rather talk to charles. Charles told me today that he was looking at places's in africa..YEAH! I really want to go there, people always ask me why and you wanna know why? Its not just because of the elephants but because everyone there dont have money and I wanna see how different people are. You never really get to know someone untill you give them a piece of your life. Well in my case I like to give the poor things that they dont have because I'm very fortunate to have what I have in life, even if I worked for it or not. People all need something.
Well Really All I want to say is treat everyone with the respect that they need even if they are your enemy.we will all need one another someday in life, even if it's now or later down the road. Dont let anything pass your way. Well I'm out I'll update in a few days!
♥ Crystal Jean
I love Charles James Tollon!
Anyways I'm not the only who's been having problems ashley has the biggest guy promblems in the world...She keeps goin back to al but than breaking up with him. She is acting like me last year and one of these days that girl is goin to realize what she is doing wrong. I learned the hard way and I dont want her to go through it like I did..I almost lost the greatest thing I could ever have. Her on the other hand has a problem with not saying "fuck you" to her ex's. They seem to all be running back to her like she's a drug that they are addicted too. I dont get it. I hope that she'll find the right guy cuz she's my girl and I hate seeing her lonely, sad or even mad.
School's going okay...I'm passing math with a "D" I'm so happy I told my parents I was goin to fail that class because my teacher doesnt teach us but I'm at east passing, thats alwyas good. I'm also meeting new people and but I just dont seem to hang out with them out of school because I dont have the time. Plus I would rather talk to charles. Charles told me today that he was looking at places's in africa..YEAH! I really want to go there, people always ask me why and you wanna know why? Its not just because of the elephants but because everyone there dont have money and I wanna see how different people are. You never really get to know someone untill you give them a piece of your life. Well in my case I like to give the poor things that they dont have because I'm very fortunate to have what I have in life, even if I worked for it or not. People all need something.
Well Really All I want to say is treat everyone with the respect that they need even if they are your enemy.we will all need one another someday in life, even if it's now or later down the road. Dont let anything pass your way. Well I'm out I'll update in a few days!
♥ Crystal Jean
I love Charles James Tollon!