Feb 02, 2007 12:48
Why is it when you get close to someone, have to leave, and then ocme back so excited to see them and hang out with them and they leave? Crush Pat is gone and I dont know if Ill ever see him again. He says he's goin to come back and visit when the weather gets warmer but its easier said then done. whatever I guess. I guess I just didnt relieze how much I cared about him until he left.
Im so pissed...freakin snow. I wanna go to the Billy Talent, Rise Against, and Anti Flag concert so bad with Andrea and its not lookin good. Its suppose to be lake effect snow all weekend. I hate you right now snow.
So there was this party tonight on the 1st floor at Latty and a few fights broke out. The cops were called and everything. Jo Anne told me what happened because shes an RA. I knew I shouldve went down there to check it out and help the RD break up the fights because Jo Anne cant because shes too tiny. I knew I shouldve and Ill always beat myself up about that I never went down. Damn it, i dont know maybe im just jelous but why couldnt they have made me RA? Im just as good as Jo Anne is. Yea, I know im quite but I knew people here and Im breaking out of that quite shyness shit. Whatever I guess. Hopefully next semister Ill get it.