dont know
im trying to find answers, to my lost and unknown thoughts right now. things seem to be creeping in really slowly right now, unknown feelings that im trying to really cover. i guess what im trying to really say is, that i like someone thats hear in livejournal, i dont know if its because we have the same signs. or if its something else! i think i have the right to feel loved and the right to give love out. but im scared because these feelings of love that come to me, it only last for amount of time. an not the way i wanted to last. but i think it will only if that person feels the same i do yah?
but isint it like that or\should it be like that in every type of relationship? dont know, but im curious to find out though.
its time to stop thinking the negative things an start thinking the positive things. its time to start thinking about me in my feelings more,(sorry if that seems\or sounds selfish) but thats the way i feel now. im so busy caught an stuck on other peoples feelings that i really havint just set down to think about my own yah? things just seem out of place right now.
ok an now back to this mysterious person i was talking about here at live journal, i know him. matter fact i dont know him at all. i guess something just caught my attention about him, something that i dont even know. hes in my area to so thats even cooler. ok right now im scared, an at the same time im having these crazy ass mixed emotions about everyone in my life. its crazy its like an on coming thing with this thing. my emotions, i think right now what i need is someone that i can love an trust with my feelings. an i want to, i think im ready to.
but isint it like that or\should it be like that in every type of relationship? dont know, but im curious to find out though.
its time to stop thinking the negative things an start thinking the positive things. its time to start thinking about me in my feelings more,(sorry if that seems\or sounds selfish) but thats the way i feel now. im so busy caught an stuck on other peoples feelings that i really havint just set down to think about my own yah? things just seem out of place right now.
ok an now back to this mysterious person i was talking about here at live journal, i know him. matter fact i dont know him at all. i guess something just caught my attention about him, something that i dont even know. hes in my area to so thats even cooler. ok right now im scared, an at the same time im having these crazy ass mixed emotions about everyone in my life. its crazy its like an on coming thing with this thing. my emotions, i think right now what i need is someone that i can love an trust with my feelings. an i want to, i think im ready to.