is houston for lovers?
I just got back yesterday from Henderson, Texas...all in all..i guess it wasnt bad...I went with Benni and stayed with her and her family. We're not dating anymore...just friends. We were never a couple so i'm not upset..i think she is though..actually i'm pretty darn sure she is. I dunno..it's just that i can't trust her so i can't keep going on like this. I need someone i can trust...I mean don't get me wrong..Benni would be a great girl if she just were honest, faithful, and not so wild. I had a great time with her for what it's worth and i did like her..but as long as she is the way she is..it would never work out. Anyways..last night i realized that i need a job badly..i mean..badly..i'm sitting here this morning..first of all about to leave to go job hunting..but second...scrounging around for stuff to pawn just for tomorrow so i can get Halo 2 out of reserve..UGH...but YAYYYYYYYYYYY. God i'm so fucking ready for that game...My mom's birthday was on friday..which i'm kind of upset about cause i missed it and since i had no service in henderson..i couldnt get to her through my cell phone but i called and got the voice mail from their house phone. So i left a message....I also missed the Dead Poetic/Anadivine/Acceptance show. Grrrrrrrrr. But i'm cool...I found out on december 3rd...Emery is coming with From First To Last...woot woot. I'll be there fo sho. I need to take a shower and get ready for the long day. I hope no damn stores send me out cause of my hair..i mean i think it's good enough..not like it's all grungy or nappy looking..just unique..for those of you who are wondering..i have a chelsea. Basically..um...best comparison is Teppei the lead guitarist of thrice has it. If there's one thing i'm glad for it's my friend kat. She's been really helpful and protective of me...I love it..it's very flattering and it's great to know she's such an awesome friend..she just got a ferret and man i'm kind of wanting one now..She's an awesome girl and makes me feel like an awesome person..so i'm glad to call her one of my best friends. Ok i've been sleeping all night so i think i'm gonna just get up and get to showering then go out and find a job, pawn some stuff..and just get some things back in order. LIKE MONEY. ok i'm out for the day..i'll write more later.