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Neck and head...ouch ouch ouch...blah someone make it better!!!
~Collllddddd...what will I do next year if I go to syracuse? Ill freeze my ass off thats what Ill do!..So nothing really to much to say I guess....life is just going. This weekend, if the week ever ends, should be fun I hope! Besides working...hopefully my holly will hangout with me! and kimmy!!! hmmm Maybe Ill get kait to do something one day/night too!
I've been thinking alot about everything, life, friends, guys, family...IDK it just all seems so...blah I cant even think of the word. LIke you have alot of friends...but only a few u actually call...and one or two u actually confide in...its just odd ya know...like, hmm I dont really know what I'm trying to get at...I was in an amazing mood all day today...yesterday was ok...now today is turning kinda into yesterday....like, I just don't understand people. Its gotta be all me...I mean Im the crazy stupid idiot who doesnt understand what she wants out of life...love...friendships...or anything liek that when it comes to guys...I saw someone today who I hadnt talked to in two weeks...and he just made me smile to no end and all I could think was...why did I mess that up when I had it...once again I didnt know I had it at the time...story of my life>>>>>talked to ton a little today...he was very nice to me...hope I didnt come off too bitchy...hmm...
~Collllddddd...what will I do next year if I go to syracuse? Ill freeze my ass off thats what Ill do!..So nothing really to much to say I guess....life is just going. This weekend, if the week ever ends, should be fun I hope! Besides working...hopefully my holly will hangout with me! and kimmy!!! hmmm Maybe Ill get kait to do something one day/night too!
I've been thinking alot about everything, life, friends, guys, family...IDK it just all seems so...blah I cant even think of the word. LIke you have alot of friends...but only a few u actually call...and one or two u actually confide in...its just odd ya know...like, hmm I dont really know what I'm trying to get at...I was in an amazing mood all day today...yesterday was ok...now today is turning kinda into yesterday....like, I just don't understand people. Its gotta be all me...I mean Im the crazy stupid idiot who doesnt understand what she wants out of life...love...friendships...or anything liek that when it comes to guys...I saw someone today who I hadnt talked to in two weeks...and he just made me smile to no end and all I could think was...why did I mess that up when I had it...once again I didnt know I had it at the time...story of my life>>>>>talked to ton a little today...he was very nice to me...hope I didnt come off too bitchy...hmm...