rocky
I'd do anything for my friends...I would...its been proven before...Tony knows I would first hand...especially for her...God would I do anything. She needs me and I need her...Our friendship is solid yet rocky..rocky? wait what? wTf...So what happens when you find something out..way after the fact.. and u realized u should have figured all of it out when the clues were left there right flat in front of ur face? Maybe u just didn't wanna see it..cuz u knew that things wouldnt turn out the way she wanted...Maybe u just ignored the feelings u felt because it made u rethink the logical..the obvious...the only smart and not bitchy thing to do...maybe the feelings one gets are controlable right?...well one can think that all they want but eventually the truth will burst out in the most ironic and unsuspecting way and all u are left with is this shitty shitty shitty feeling...and think geeze its not my fault..but I wish that I could blame myself...so u do...u blame ur self..yet wasnt it the feelings>?...rocky. yes...as long as I remain as I am the rockiness will smooth over, but what if I disagreed with myself? what if I actually followed the "truth" then waht? would it ever be solid agaiN? would everything change? ... or has it already and we just don't even know it...
blah my head hurts and remember that as u read this...I have a somewhat concusion..not quite to sure whats wrong with me...but I do know that this is not helpingme one bit!...
blah my head hurts and remember that as u read this...I have a somewhat concusion..not quite to sure whats wrong with me...but I do know that this is not helpingme one bit!...