RANDOMNESS
hmmm so havent updated in quite a bit but i felt like today was a good day for that.. This summer has been amazing so far. I feel like I grew up so much. I miss a lot of people though. Its hard knowing that it wont ever be the same... like being out of high school. But were learing to deal I guess! haha... so the little things about life have been great..and the big things too...I can't grasp this feeling...being happy hasn't happened much this year. I d k its very refreshing! I love my friends and tims been amazing! lol work pretty much cuts into too much of my time! wtf! ah this entry was gonna be all interesting but then i just didnt feel like doing that... made it too random haha... hmm throughout the summer I have had some moments of recollection that were a bit sad I guess...theres two people that were in my life that I cared about more than anyone else ever. They were like family to me and it just is nice thinking about the fun we used to have. Its crazy cuz both of them were with me on my birthday this year...I think that was the last good day I had with the two of them...Its sad and one of them I would never want to fix things with since well it would be impossible even if sometimes I think about what it would have been like if we never broke up...but could of should of would ofs never get u anywhere...but with the other one...I just wouldnt know where to start...I tried ya know...but hey as long as shes happy and successful then thats more than enough! And I am just recollecting! lol wow I so got off track! hmm well maybe I will update again soon!