Alochal plays with you mind
Last night i told a good friend how i feel for him. I concider it a big mistake, he assures me not to worry about it. sense i was drunk i over did it, so he probably got the idea i was in love with him. haha i find that really funny. just look what i said...
WooFinater (11:09:57 PM): ok... **** i luike you, i like you a lot, i have ever sense we were in like 6th grade when we foaught on the bus... i want to be with you... and all that ish.. iwant you to go to the prom with me.. i really liek you ****, i dont knwo why.. i mean usually i go out with older guys you know but for some reason im just so attracted you personality and who you are.. not to mention you looked SO good in the hockey stuff today.. and i love talking to you on the phone.. ok i said it and i over did it ut now i know your going to say that you dont feel the same way cuz thats what always ahppens to me and im used to it and i know your freaked out cuz you like thoe perfect skinny girls like the girls in your pictures that you sent me and that girl "crissy" or something that came to your game an you know you can probably get them.. and not to mention that im so jealous of that girl kait in your profile and all that ish.. and oh wow im going o regret ths... thats it.. ok i said it and now im clicking send.. oh man
sooo funny
there was SOOO much alcohal in my system, fucking nuts! He told me that he lieks me and things im a great girl but becasue of our friendship he doesnt want to screw wit it. Which is really good, he is a really good friend of mine and i feel like i can talk to him about anything. Which i by far dont want to ruin.
I also had a converstaion with an old friend of mine...
im not going to post some of it... im just happy we talked and began to work out our problems. and i want to thank that person.. if they read this i dont know... thank you for helping me and i know ive been stupid and im going to need you there for me when it comes to what we talked about.
so i drank a lot this weekend, ive been so stupid. I did get a lot off my chest, though.
Thats all for now. im going to do what amykins does and click the random button cuz no one has updated their journals yet...
Much love you my friends who suport me <33
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