Jan 08, 2005 03:56
i just ralized right now that the 7th of january which as of now was yesterday marks one year since my cousin jessie died in the war in iraq,wow its been a year, after christmas time the ventura county start put out a front page picture that had a bunch of little pictures of soilders that died in the war and my cousin's picture was one of the ones on the front page.i stil sometimes get sad when ithink about it.it was a shitty circumstance the way he died, just him being in that war in the first place is shity but the more i think about the prouder i get my cousin was truly a hero, his sqaud fell under attack,34 wounded and one killed ,my cousin being that one,but the reason he was kiled was beacuse he was shot while going to the aid of one of his people in his sqaud while they were shot, my cousin drop his gaurd and then was shot and killed.he was killed while saving someone else's life, that makes it all ok, i wish he was still around, and that he wouldnt miss seeing his kids grow up,but the man was a hero he faught and die for something that meant alot to him, and theres nothing that can be critizied by that,cant do anything bt to honor and respect him.sorry, about this post ithink ist defntly more for me, his death is still kinda hard on me,but thanks for reading this post. p.s it raining really hard i love it. goodnight all.