so its over, and im ok with it
last night was random i called pat at two in the mroning cause i was bored and lonly ,and i knew he would be up. he was hanging with some dudes, so him jake and jordan drive to my house to pick me up it was awesome and unexpected,thanks pat. so we went to shawns house hung out with shawn and diaz some, had some great laughs in the kitchen, and was great times, i miss times like that, i stayed at shwans and hung out with him and jake till it was time for my last show, oh man all im gonna say is that this show is posiblly the best and funest show that i have ever put on. i myself had so much fun whacthing my friends play music, i was dancing singing along stage diving everything that make punk/hardcore shows so much fun, it was awesome, afterward i had to deal with some real bullshit, im tired of talking about it so i wont say anything about it just that it was some bullshit,it was something that needed to happend but im sorry it went down they way it did, i realy hope i dont lose friends out of this, because that would suck, now im whacthing some weird cartoons on nicktoons, im tired so i think im gonna go to sleep.good night all and thank you to everyone who came out to my last two shows.love alex.