..... Crashing down... on hope...

Dec 14, 2004 11:01

I just woke up.... ya i suck... i didnt do anything yesterday besides homework and hear my mother bitch about evreything else..
She got pissed at me last nite coz i called my best freind mike.. she thinks hes gonna have sex with me and im gonna get pregnat and were gonna do all that kind of shit.. ya ... like i would...
So ya.. i finally got my cell phone back..and shes already threatening to break it.. see i had a cell phone before.. a nice one too. It was a sprint camara phone and my biological mother [Alamar] ... she just got it and broke it.. and stepped all over it.. I was soooooooooooo pissed off.. so ya now shes threatening to break it again.
I hate her soooo much... myaunt asked me if i would push her out of the way if a car was gonna run over her.. heh i just looked at my aunt and i told her no... id push her in front of the car...
I hate her so much.. sometimes i wish murder was legal.. coz she would already been dead... i know this sounds harsh.. but the things shes done to me have been harsher..
I wrote to my biological father yesterday... i wonder if he'll write back to me... ive never seen my father.. but i wonder if one day i ever will... coz lord knows ... i would beat his ass..

Well thats all for now.. see you all later..

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