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well i guess this is it. i guess after having my heart fall deeply in love with him he breaks it completely.. yep carlos broke up with me...i cried for hours i mean hours...i didnt sleep i cant eat this is killing me...so yea he tells me that he misses me and it drives him crazy that he cant see me but he likes another girl. how do i noe that he didnt do shit with her. u dont look at other girls when u have a girlfriend...let alone like them. that is just so wrong..yea i mean ill give it to ya...i kissed other guys but that never meant i liked them two of them was a big big mistake and one of them i realli realli didnt meant to do..yea that makes me look realli bad but he was fine with it. he likes another girl..liek full on likes her which he's prolly gonna end up dating her. and thats the part that kills me..i was gonna tell him how i realli felt about him last nite.. i was gonna tell him how much he meant to me and how much i didnt want us to end up breaking up any tiem soon...but i guess thats never gonna happen. i guess i just havta sit here and watch my heart bleed and break with every moment that goes by. i guess im just gonna end up being alone again....okay well i dont have anything else to say and my eyes are all teary again so here's the song that got me realli bad last nite....
How do I,
Get through the night without you?
If I had to live without you,
What kind of life would that be?
Oh, I
I need you in my arms, need you to hold,
You're my world, my heart, my soul,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything good in my life,
And tell me now
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
Without you,
There'd be no sun in my sky,
There would be no love in my life,
There'd be no world left for me.
And I,
Baby I don't know what I would do,
I'd be lost if I lost you,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything real in my life,
And tell me now,
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
Please tell me baby,
How do I go on?
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything,
I need you with me,
Baby don't you know that you're everything,
Real in my life?
And tell me now,
How do I live without you,
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
How do I live without you?
How do I live without you baby?