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today was absolutely the shittiest day. i just felt horrible all day and i dont know why. the only time i was actually enjoying my school day was when i was in culinary. its weird i've never had any activity thats been able to just make me happy but i guess cooking is it. i think its cause i know what im doing in the kitchen and it makes me feel good when people look towards me for help. but anyways i've eaten barely anything today i have absolutely no appetite. i had a coffee, a sandwich, a hot chocolate, and a fruit leather. i want to eat but every time i look at food or think about eating i just feel sick. i just want to be able to eat. i really really just hope all this feeling shitty, moodiness, and loss of appetite is due to my period cause if its not then things arent looking to good. (trying to be a little optimistic)