A Temporary Goodbye

May 17, 2005 20:34

Well..it seems, I have to truly find myself before I can really progress. I don't want to end my habits, my obsession over my weight, my judgments, my opinions, my never-ending search of self. But it doesn't seem like I can keep this up, and continue to move towards what I want. Lately I have finally gotten back on track, and I'm not giving it up.

I'm not shutting down.. I just need to try and do it alone for a little while. I might continue to comment, and I for sure will continue to look around the communities and stuff. But I won't be updating.. won't be keeping this up. The few of you that I have talked to have been wonderful. It was great while it lasted. But of course, this isn't truly the end..a new beginning rather.

So yeah.. good luck to everyone with their goals, hopes, dreams, and so on. I hope you all can truly find inner-happiness. I personally am not ready to be happy, because it seems that with happiness..comes the consequence of weight.

I don't know why I keep going on...not like anyone really reads this. Eh..

Good night. Over and Out.
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